You're gone now
You left me alone to fend for myself
Like a baby wolf
without a parent
left alone in the woods.
You weren't my parent
But you were the closest thing I had.
You were the one I depended on
and loved.
To me you were my parent.
But you're gone now.
I'm glad you cant see me
because all you would see is nothing.
I'm nothing without you.
You would see the pain in my eyes
and me trying to hold back the tears.
You would see my eyes fill
until its hard to see
and that tear falls.
And at that moment
I cant keep it in.
The tears come pouring down my face
like a damn breaking and flooding a city.
My knees weaken
and I can't even stand.
I lay on the floor
crying uncontrollably
wondering why you had to be taken from me.
It wasn't fair.
You deserved to live longer
and better.
I should have treated you
like you were.
A Queen
You deserved better than me.
If you could only see me now
You'd be so disappointed.
Barely minutes after hearing the news
I'm like this.
If you could see all this you might understand
why I put that bullet in my head.
It was to be free of this hell
and to finally be with you.
