My Jumbled Thoughts

I rise each morning thinking to
myself, that today has
got to be different from
any other day .

I go through my early morning
rituals in silence, knowing that
I'm at the end of my ropes .

How much longer can I go on like
this ? I ask myself,
knowing that I would only come
to the same conclusion
that I do everyday .

I would go on this same way until
I truly want it to end .

You see people expect to much
from me . All they seem to do
is take . But what about me ?
Is the question that rest on
the tip of my tongue whenever
they make their selfish demands .

I never voice my objections because
I have a weakness for being kind . Yeah .
I let them walk all
over me, take advantage of me,
and use me beyond repair .

But I'm just waiting patiently,
for my deliverance to come,
and I won't look back
on them .

* Hey guys ! I've had writer's
block and my old methods
are not working . So I don't think
I done too well on this piece .
So please give me your
honest opinion . *