The Worst Heartache

It hurts and i cant take this
Its killing me inside
Its either I wish to run to him
Or cower away and hide

please God...someone, help me
Because I just don't understand
I skip a million heart beats
When I see them holding hands

Its all my fault I know it is
I should have never let him go
But how would he ever accept that
...the fact I love him so

I see how madly in love they are
And every single night I cry
because he quickly walks away from me
Every moment I pass by

This is the worst heartache
Of all my bloody inside pains
And not even this vent poem
Was truly enough to help explain

I know it was horrible, but I wasnt even trying, its simply a vent. Thanks for reading. xoxo