My Addiction

As i look toward the knives,
My fear of being lost,
Is so tempting,
That myself i can't trust.

I look at that shiny blade,
Feeling my addiction coming back,
I want to quit this feeling,
I want to quit this act.

My addiction haunting me,
Pulling right back in,
It's letting me know,
There's nothing else to win.

It's telling me there's nothing to live for,
There's nothing here to save myself for,
My lifetaking addiction,
Always keep me coming back for more.

I really wish i didn't feel this way,
To feel like i need this,
That i need a knife to cure my pain,
To feel like this is it.

My addiction will continue to appear,
And disappear whenever it may please,
My addiction is all i have left,
All i have left in me.

My addiction is all i have left,
All i have left for me,
All i have to run to,
Ever since you took your leave.

You're my one true addiction.....