Family suicide...

I picture me lying naked in a pool of my own blood
Mum walks in sees me dead on the bathroom floor
She's in shock from what has taken place
She stands there frozen seeing the tears that dried on my face

My brother walks in, this image is stuck with him forever
Mum quickly covers his eyes takes him out as they cry together
They never saw this coming, it came as such a suprise
They thought I'd come out of depression, they never suspected suicide

She calls dad over he can't stop his tears
He blames it on mum saying she should have been there, but where was he all these years
They see the notes stuck on the wall above
Theres a letter for each and everyone i loved

Nothing could of prepared them for this
Their eyes so red, this painful abyss
They all fall to the ground asking God why
Why'd you have to take her she was only 14 they cry

After a couple of days when they were all asleep
Mum gets a gun and shoots bother her husband and son
She remembers that cold look upon my face as she shoots herself in the head
The funeral comes and all four of us were buried instead

Our whole family died in that week
No one ever could expect this
Our graves all lay four in a row
And what happened those bloody nights no one will know...