No one love me now im gone

My visions blurry
its getting hard to see
all i think of is you
and how you should be with me
i don't know how to move on
i don't think i want to
i miss you too much
i think i love you
my heads screaming
my arms are sore
my heart is broken
worse then ever before
my face is tear streaked
I'm crying tears of red
just to show to you
how much I've bleed
do you think
i can just forget you
well you know you're wrong
do know now i love you
my arm is scarred up
because of this blade
i don't know how to move on
from this game i played
i thought it was for real
but once again i was wrong
this is just my last poem
my very last sad song
i believed that it was true
when you said i love you
you told we'd be together forever
thats why i told you i loved you too
but now my heart is broken
and god has taken me in
he forgave you as i have
and gotten rid of your sin
but ill never forget you
you were my first love
and now because of you
ill never find another love
I'm six feet under
while crying on my grave
but i look down on you
and i see what you've gave
but remember now
when you look up at the sky
you can see my face
and tears i cry
when you see it rain
I'm helping you cry
covering up your tears
and saying good-bye
when the clouds part
and the sun comes out
I'm saying i forgive you
when flowers bloom
I'm saying i still love you
when you visit me at my grave
remember it was a broken heart
that me here in the ground
from the very start
i just wanted you to care
i wanted you to love me
i just wanted a friend
i just wanted someone to love me