Fear

Now I'm 14, but i remember like it was yesterday and i was four!
You and mum had the "fight"

You were yelling
She was screaming
You grabbed her and through her to the wall

I cried
Your son cried
Mum cried

I rocked him in my arms as we cried together saying everything will be fine.

Now i look back and i look into his eyes.
As i see the fear behind those eyes
knowing you could strike again.

I see mum's smile knowing behind that smile lied a women who once was afraid of the man she onced loved

I look in the mirror and see the girl who can never love her dad again...