Deadly Fantasy

Where I'm I going?
Where will I be?
Will I be stuck in a moment
Or through memories float free

I'm riding on a yellow bus
Traveling through images
Outside I see all these people
With there life's based on stress

Nobody's siting next to me
The seat was never warm
Its like my tears have always been
They flow but take no form

I can't breath
But somethings keeping me here
I don't wanna fight
Since it means facing my fears

I don't wanna remember
What life was like before
So by not moving forward
There won't be a past anymore

So I've come to a conclusion
Why I don't deserve I thing
Its not happy and its not right
But still, I'm nothing...