A Fairytale Plot Hole

A distance...
Burned up time and used up trust,
A plot hole in the fairytale
That you didn't quite expect

We didn't turn out the way we wanted us to,
This didn't work out the way you wanted, did it?

What I became,
Was of the absent that was you
The way you acted,
Was for them

You drifted, I broke
We were strangers once again

But it's all different now
I can't forget you
For 1300 days I only breathed you

Every memory is you,
Every smell, every place
Every moment that I live in

I can't move on
You were my ungiven sister
It's you, it's always you

It's you that I dream of
It's you that I long for
And it makes me sick!

With 78000 hours, 2742,188 minutes,
1645331,538 seconds of friendship,
You've made me insane...