How am I supposed to

How am I supposed to feel while I'm sitting there imagining your eyes are on me?
In my heart I know you won't have noticed me
But my heart doesn't rule, what rule are my dreams.

How am I supposed to feel when wherever I look it seems impossible to avoid seeing your hat?
This was supposed to be my escape,
Now you're even a part of that.

How am I supposed to keep you out of my head, away from my thoughts when you're still around?
When you're everywhere I turn
To you my heart stays bound

-this was a while ago but just found it and thought I'd put it on so yeah!-