Loving you

If you loved me
Then why did you leave me
If you needed me
Then why are you not with me
People make mistakes
And I never cheated on you
If we wasn't meant to be
Then why the hell am I crying over you
I loved the way you held me
Your kisses was so soft
When I think about the day you left
It always pisses me off
I cant believe I let you slip away
How can I be so dumb
You was my pride and joy
I thought I was your number one
But now I sit in my room
In a bed full of tears
I cant believe its over
You was my protection through my fears
What does she have that I don't
How can you make me cry
How can you hurt me to the point
That I wish that I would die
Maybe this is a phase that I'm going through
Hopefully I'll get over the feeling of loving you