Welcome to my life

by ..::Angel of your darkness::..   Feb 27, 2006

I open my eyes
But maybe its better they stay closed
For what misery today will bring
I just don't know

Every day is like the one before
I find I'm more hurt and lost
Than ever before

I can't remember a time
Where I was happy and smiling
It feels like forever
That inside I've been dying

It's strange
But I've got use to it
Being this way
It's part of my life now
Depressed everyday

I thrive on the sadness
That tears at my heart
I find some sort of comfort in it
This pain that rips me apart

I was once smiling
Once warm
And so care free
Now I look at myself
And say
"What has happened to me?"

What made me this way?
So cold and lost
Were the memories so bad
That I forced them to be forgot

How I can brake free?
And leave this behind
I'm tired of being this way all the time

I just want to be held close
But I know I'll push everyone away
I'm too scared to let anyone in
Because I know no one will stay

How do you fix a soul
Which has pieces long gone
How do you fix a life?
That has gone so badly wrong

How do you save a girl?
Who can't save herself?
How can you hear her
When she silently cries for help?

How do you save me?
When I've fallen so far
How can you heal these wounds
Which have turned to scars?

This is who I am
Every day and every night
Sad isn't it?
Well, welcome to my life


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Latest Comments

  • 12 years ago

    by jojo88

    Wow a nower great poem 5/5

  • 13 years ago

    by Breeeezie

    This is a really good poem i like it

  • 13 years ago

    by Curry

    This poem is really good too! i wrote one similar to this with the same title a while back. keep up the good work!

  • 14 years ago

    by PoeticMystery

    I LoVE DiS PaRT:
    How do you save a girl?
    Who can't save herself?
    How can you hear her
    When she silently cries for help?

  • 14 years ago

    by sierra

    Wow i just dont know wat to say. i can feel ur pain. im workin on a poem like that right now but i have one already close to it. if u wanna c it just click on my name n go to my page. its called the price payed for my scarred heart. plz continue to write cuz ur work is ver mind-moving n it evokes thought. keep up the good work. i've added u to my favorite's list so that i can c ur poems daily. hasta pronto.

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