I AM NOT!!!

I am not depressed,
i just hate my life.
i am not a cutter,
i just cut with a knife.
i am not weak,
i just cant stand alone on my feet.
i am not bulimic,
i just purger after i eat.
i am not hateful towards my parents,
i just wish away from me, they went.
i don't pop pills,
i just swallow Poisson for a thrill.
i don't love lee,
i just want for him to be with me!!