This is how they feel

Anguish and fear running through their face
their lives have only been about finding something to chase

there losing all there hope because of a few things people said
just leaving them out will make them want to be dead

you don't have to say much to make their tears fall
because they don't no the meaning of standing tall

they don't no how to be perfect or to just fit in
everything they do feels like their living in a horrible sin

their lives have been inspired by the devils depths of hell
and of course they don't speak about it, they would never tell!

everyone they fall in love with always breaks their heart
not one person they give it to doesn't tear it apart

never in their lives have they experienced feeling whole
they cut to take the pain away and to feel they have control

contant fights and struggles are part of their daily lives
the pain they feel inside is tearing them up like knives

alcohol and cigarettes help take away their pain
they have no way else of feeling happy or to make them feel a little sane

they feel like no one loves them or cares about how they feel
everyone walks all over them and they don't no how to deal

i needed to get out my feelings, yes this is about me and how i feel i just felt like making it a poem that i no other people feel too.