Confused

You are my dad i love you so,
You gave me a life,
you gave me eyes,
ears, mouth, nose,
made me a human being,
but that only by birth

You are my dad i hate you so,
you never did care,
never did make me your little girl,
your tore me in two,
said i do not love you,
you let me get,
taken away,
left me broken and alone,
you made me confused,
you told me i was a mistake
and i was never wanted

You are my dad,
im so confused,
how come i love you,
but i hate you too,
how come i wish,
i did not hold this grudge,
why do i want to see you again,
how come i wish you,
did not exist,
but at the same time,
wish i lived with you

dont you see dad,
what you have done,
you have mixed up my feelings,
and now ill never be one