**PLEASE READ "I SERIOUSLY CAN'T" BEFORE YOU READ THIS**
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it was late spring
i was thinking of you again
my ears began to ring
the pills were kicking in
i gave up too
please don't hate me
i did it so i could be with you
i really miss you
you don't know what it's like Kevin
to have watched your dear brother die
when you left i went down hill, i was only eleven
i just want to be with you again
i still haven't forgiven myself yet
but i hope you have forgiven me
i had to let,
i had to let you go, i lost my strength
I'm sorry Kevin
for everything I've ever done wrong
now I'm in heaven
I'm with you now
sitting with you, looking down
watching mom and dad
you know i really hate to see them frown
but i had to, you know i had to dear brother.. don't you?
__I know the "i had to let"part is repeated, I put it like that.. because I thought it'd give it flare.. it's suppost to be her stuttering..trying to find the words, but can't.
