Mum

Why you took your life,
Why you wanted to go.
Mum why you have left
me this burden I will
never know.

I'm sorry I didn't realize
or do anything more.
I'm sorry you left
my heart is so sore.

As it hurts me so much
to think, I could have
been their.
Ill never see your face
again this isn't fair.

Or maybe it is maybe I
deserve this.
But I want you to know in
my heart, you I cherish and miss.

I love you mum, and if only
you knew.
Maybe it would have been
enough if not maybe there would
have been something else I could
do.

I wrote this poem a yr ago so its not that good was 1 o my 1st eva.