Making this decision

Making this decision is the hardest thing ive done it's hurting real bad it's certainly not fun.
There's a new life growing inside me, I feel stronger everyday it's gonna be so lonely when I have to give that life away.
All my life ive been looked at as the one with thing's to gain never would anyone imagine I am experiencing this pain.
Maybe one day i will be ready and a special someone will come along and to me and that someone a baby will belong.

So So Sorry