My Secret

I tremble
As I cry,
A cry,
No one can hear

My tears fall silently
And then disappear

Inside i'm screaming
Screaming from this nightmare

Longing to wake up
Yet not knowing how

This sorrow so deep,
Buried, so deep

It has numbed me
Numbed me to the joy
That once lit my world

That light is gone
Only darkness remains

No one knows
Of my tear streaked face

No one knows
Of my silent shame

They judge
And read
Between lines that don't exsist

They don't know
What horror my life is