I DONT WANT YOU TO CHANGE

The night you left me
i felt so alone
i stood there forever
as if i had no home
i could still feel
your everlasting touch
on my back and chest
at once this was all too much
why you could never be
completely by my side
the information in which
from myself i wanted to hide
you are not monogamous
but have the tendency to go astray
never once in my life
had i had a relationship that way
in my mind are thoughts
that that life is not for me
no matter the amount of feelings
I'd be overwhelmed by jealousy
and even though you say
there's no place you'd rather be
i am a stubborn one
it is hard to make me see
the way things are with you
and the way your life is run
because i do it differently
and feel that isn't the way things are done
if you almost love me
if you really do care
don't let me live life
wishing you were there
no matter how many times I've been hurt
my heart is always open
no matter what i say
those aren't the words i wish I'd spoken
i lead an empty life
that is a fact
i will be waiting for you
no matter how i act
i do not want to make you
change the way you are
but you are different
from what I've heard so far
so here i am left
with but one thing to say
i could not mention it before
but you are perfect in every way
i don't know where I'd be
if i were without you
i regretfully admit
that i am all about you