Haven't You Noticed Yet?

Shouts and insults storm across the room.
Shattered plates, overturned furnitures, and a broken broom.
Last night was the crown of life's catashtrophies.
And I let it all happen, right before me

Fists flying left and right.
Tears flowing endlessly out of my eyes.
I'll let out my voice, but it dies on its way.
Never making it to the people, who I fear is drifting away.

Haven't you noticed the missing razors?
The blood on the scissors?
The crimson red on the bed sheet?
The slowing of my fading heart beat?
The words written on the walls of this prison?
The broken dreams spoken with my expression?

You've shut my windows.
There's not enough light to make even the slightest shadows
I haven't even had the chance to see a silhouette.
Don't stop me from my freedom suicide.
Close the doors, all i want to do is forget.