Gravestone of my best friend

I sit here with a flower
and place it on your grave
and lay down beside you
and smile at what made you brave
your beautiful little smile
and your heart as gold as stone
its hard to think of how you are
when I'm laying above bones.
its hard to think of a smiling face
taken at the age of 15
but then again shes in a better place
and hidden when the world is mean
all i seem to think about
is all our times together
and how we would laugh for hours
and have the best time whenever.
in my head theres only one thought
of how much i miss this child
this beautiful talent
was wrongfully misfiled
i wish she would have listened
to what we had to say
maybe if she didn't do this
she would be here today
but then again she wanted to try
and also she wanted to see
she wanted to be like the others
and do what made them free
but drugs isn't something to turn to
when theres nothing left to do
it takes away our loved ones
and theres nothing we can do
so here i sit upon your grave
and cry my tears on your picture
and know that you'll be waiting at the crossroads
and ill be chanting "ditcher"
you'll laugh at me and hug me
and show off your smile once more
and ill cry my tears of joy for you
and we will tell each other everything we waited for.
so on ill surf with your memory
and on ill dance to our songs
and you'll be dancing with me in heaven
ill see you soon it wont be long