Beatings

by Jenie   Mar 31, 2006


(not really "lost" love...but more of a "sad" love...)

Today, he did it again!
My boyfriend hit me.
On my cheeks and my jaw,
hurt with such pain!
Blood flew out of my fragile skin,
bled like a river of rain.

I know I dont deserve what I receive.
But I just love him so damn much,
I let it go..I feel I am too naive.
He says he hits to "teach" me.
What am I learning...
That a man owns me?
Ill never be free?

He left blood and bruises.
I am stronger than this,
I dont deserve this abuse!!
But...I love him too much with my all.
He loves me too.
He just likes being in control_
watching me fall.

You guys, I am really in a jam here.
What do I do?
Stick around with beatings so severe_
Or leave and find one of love...
Someone not like him,
someone sincere?

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  • 18 years ago

    by BeautifulCutter

    Hunnie...if this poem is honestly true, you need to leave him. No mattter who you are, where you've come from or what you've done, you do not deserve that! ...That is wrong and complete bull sh*t and I can tell by some of the words in your poem that you know you're better than what you're getting. Please, feel free to email me anytime!
    _Beautiful_Cutter_

  • 18 years ago

    by angie A

    Jenie,
    you can get through this
    you do not desereve this please stay strong and don't grieve over this anymore beacuse you just stay as strong as you and everything will turn out fine you are always in my prayers

    ~xoxo,
    Angie A

  • 18 years ago

    by Lauren

    Wow...
    i had an abusive boyfriend once. and no matter how hard it's going to be, the best thing for YOU is to break it off with him. one day he might go too far...
    hope you don't mind my 'advice'
    but, other than that, this is an amazing poem. 5/5
    lauren

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