My paper heart

My hearts like paper,
Bleeding more and more each day,
The pain inside is unberable,
It's getting worse with each day,
I want you,
I need you,
I love you,
I wish everyday that you were mine and not hers,
You don't even see me anymore,
You ignore me,
Hate me,
Don't even care about me,
I'm sorry if I can't be perfects,
But i don't think anyone is,
And that's what makes it better,
Did you know i looked up to you?
Did you know i looked forward to talking to you everday?
I don't got anything else to look forward to anymore,
So kill me,
Kill me fastly,
Because right now your killing me slowly and it's just to painful to take,
So kill me now,
So i can leave this place and forget you,
Because all i got is memories of you,
And thats because I love you...