I just lie...

So much good stuff going on in my life
Yet all I want to do is sit in a dark corner and die
All I feel is the pain and strife
But you don’t know how I feel cause I lie

My self-esteem and confidence are always low
Even with the great inspirational things I do
I still can’t be happy inside, but I won’t let you know
I just wish I could let out the feelings that are true

I hate my life, even though it’s not that bad
But depression and bullying have cause me to feel like this
All the times I’ve smiled and the happiness I had
Are either false or in the past, that’s what I truly miss

I wish I didn’t feel like I do everyday
I wish things didn’t happen and I wish I didn’t worry
I just wish it would all go away
Then I could be happy

Until that time I have to be brave
Hope that tomorrow will be a better today
Because this is the only way to save
Me from losing me will, helping me stay