Change of friendships

You got into smoking
I got into drugs and drinking
why did we even start doing this
What were we thinking?

instead of hanging out
on those long summer nights
we went our separate ways
and started to fight

popping pills
throwing up my food
your gone now
so what do i have to loose

as you are inhaling smoke
killing your lungs
i sit her high also
wondering what have we done?

we ruined out friendship
just to get away
from our lives
from what we lived threw everyday

but I'm tired of this
how what you smokes more important then me
If you wanted me to I'd stop
doing drugs and drinking

so tonight I'm done throwing up my food
cutting my wrist
attempting suicide
dealing with this

I'm done its over now
I pick up this gun
best friends forever
you were my number one.

--Dedicated to Krystal