Change of friendships

by IWroteYouAPoemOnMyWrist   Apr 2, 2006

You got into smoking
I got into drugs and drinking
why did we even start doing this
What were we thinking?

instead of hanging out
on those long summer nights
we went our separate ways
and started to fight

popping pills
throwing up my food
your gone now
so what do i have to loose

as you are inhaling smoke
killing your lungs
i sit her high also
wondering what have we done?

we ruined out friendship
just to get away
from our lives
from what we lived threw everyday

but I'm tired of this
how what you smokes more important then me
If you wanted me to I'd stop
doing drugs and drinking

so tonight I'm done throwing up my food
cutting my wrist
attempting suicide
dealing with this

I'm done its over now
I pick up this gun
best friends forever
you were my number one.

--Dedicated to Krystal


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  • 15 years ago

    by AnorexicDream

    Awww sweetie i loved it

  • 15 years ago

    by And smiles hide everything

    Wow. i totally agree with mona. i love the way you write. ever since i've been on this site, i've had you as one of my favorites. i can relate to a lotof your poems and i just think they are all Xcellent. keep it up, i love reading your stuff.

  • 15 years ago

    by Mona

    Wow this is an amazing poem.

    When you said "so tonight I'm not throwing up food, cutting my wrists etc etc. I thought "oo good good good!"

    But then the end was very surprising. It overwhelmed me and left me speechless.

    Very sad poem =*(

    Well done though !

    Lotsaaaaa love

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