Hush, Don't Breath

I had my first breakdown today
I finally know how it feels
Like everything is beyond reach
And nothing around you is real

It wasn't physically hurtful
More like mental pain
Like someone twisted your insides
Pulled them out, but left no stain

Felt like I killed Cupid
No more love for me
Took away all that I know
And left me with this morbid dream

Darkness clouded my mind
It lasted so long
Felt like something pulled me down
I think I heard Hades sing his Goodnight song

A war against forever
The war field of two sins
Reality or insanity
But who of them wins?