Worth or not worth living

Why is my life not worth living because it totally shattered,
Since god chose to take from me everything that mattered.

Why is my life not worth living because it is a shamble.
Since my boyfriend went out
that day and his life he did gamble.

Why is my life like this, not
worthy of living.
Because god chose to take from
everything he's giving.

Why is my life not worth living because I am left myself.
Since my mum took her life as she chose to kill herself.

Why is my life worth living, because of my little sis.
I could not end my life, to her
I would not do this.