I must go on

It's so degrading
how things turned out
happy memories quickly fading
putting me in doubt.

Time goes on
while I continue to live
yesterday is so harsh
even time doesn't fade the memory
of a life that is only farce.

It's all just a joke
what they call serenity
it can't be real
for it just won't come to me.

Everything around is so fake
I'm lost and gone
I'm about to break
what did I do so wrong?

I still find hope
so that I can hold on
I've reached the bottom of my rope
but I must go forth.