Real Me!!!

Real Me

I feel like I\'m burning on the inside
I feel like I have had my heart ripped out of my body
I don\'t even feel like I\'m alive no more

I have so much 2 say but no one is there 2 hear me
Can u hear me screaming from the inside?
Hello, wake up, I\'m here
I\'m just a f@cked up individual
With a fu@kin trauma within from long ago
I just pretend I\'m okay
Well, guess what I\'m full of sh@t

No one really knows who I am
I\'m afraid of laying down my cards
So some one could see the real me
I don\'t know why the f@ck
If I don\'t care about nothing no more
Until one day I burst
And say that everything is fu@ked up
That my whole life has gone wrong
Although that day may never come

I feel so alone
I can\'t trust a single soul
My friends think they know me
They better think twice
Cause I\'m really messed up on the inside
All the secrets that I have
Are killing me within
I just wanna wake up one day
And be somebody else
Or just forget all the shit
That has gone wrong in my fu@kin existence