Invisable Pain

by Jennifer RIP Lesthat Hayden   Apr 9, 2006


Could an angel fly without its wings
Could a voiceless choir continue to
Sing
Could I live and feel no pain
Would anyone still believe that I'm
Sane
Could the world stop dreaming in
Black and white
Could I become visible and be in
Their site
If you fight for freedom
Then it's not free
Does anyone know what has Happened
To me
I seem to be lost
But know where I'm at
I am invisible to the world
But they know where to hurt me
And it really hurts
How do you kill what you cannot see
Why does it feel like they're all
After me
Where will I go after I die
Is there anyone worthy of my Saying goodbye
Could I be in pain and not shed a
Tear
Could I live in life
And live without fear
Could feelings hurt less
And feel happiness more
Or is the world Hell
Right down to the core
Could I scream in pain
And not be ignored
Will anyone notice
Any one at all
When I start dying
Will they cry at all
Could I not feel pain
When I start to fall
Could someone catch me
Anyone at all
Or will I just fall
And then start to cry
No one will be there to wipe tears
From my eyes
I'll be alone
But I wont be lost
I'll be invisible
But still feel attacked
I want to be left alone
And yet have the whole world know
I want to be some body
I want to be seen
But not if everybody will still remain Mean
Cuts
Scars
Bruises
And scrapes
I try to scream
But no sound escapes
Invisible to the world
Vision and sound
No one will come
When I hit the ground
I could die right now
I could die with pain
But there's no one out there
To rid of my invisible stain
Forever forgotten
Forever still here
My tear starts to fall
It comes to an end
It hits the ground
My heart needs to mend
If I send the world a letter
Do you think I'll get one back
Or will noticing me
Will they continue to lack
It doesn't matter
Like my death or my life
And that's why now
I start to reach for the knife
My blood being spilt
Is just like my tears
They don't wash away anything
Still invisible I fear
My death will go unseen
I'm just another human being
It doesn't matter anymore
The world is cruel right to the core
I'd say goodbye but you're not
Worthy
You don't see me when I'm alive
So you won't see me when I've
Died
No goodbyes for anyone
With my life and this poem I think
I am
Done
No running now
I just want to stop
So here now is
The End
Is it not

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  • 16 years ago

    by Spirit

    Wait don't go anywhere i want to hear more.
    Ha Ha any way your really good and i love haow your poetry is a bit different for each one mine all sound the same

  • 18 years ago

    by justfloating

    Wow fantastic!

  • 18 years ago

    by Amanda

    This poem is very good! ur a good writer. keep it ^!