Invisible in Life and Death

Nothing seems to matter
And no one seems to care
No one cares about my bleeding
No one cares of my despair
All my hearts little rips
All my hearts little tears
I don't even care anymore
If people start to stare
They look at me and what do they
See
They see me as a mess
But they don't seem to care
And they couldn't care less
I feel neglected
I feel ignored
I'm even loosing faith
In the dear lord
What happened to the thought
That life on Earth was great
What happened to the happiness
And why replace it with hate
All I feel is sadness
And I feel like I'm unseen
Why am I invisible to all but those
That are mean
Why am I treated so poorly
And why do I have to cry
Why does every beat of my heart
Make me want to die
Each beat is filled with sorrow
Each beat is filled with pain
If my heart doesn't stop
Beating soon I swear I'll go insane
One slash
Two slash
Oh god please stop the pain
One slash
Two slash
The beating's driving me insane
And yet alive I continue to remain
I don't know how long I can take
This anymore
One day someone will find my
Body bleeding on the floor
The priest will come and say some
Prayers
And in the coffin I will go
But why I did it they won't care to
Know
No one cares of my life
So why bother with my death
Just leave me there bleeding
Until there isn't any blood left
Why couldn't I have lived
Less scared and less alone
I swear I was miserable to the bone
But that was then and this is now
And now I've got the knife
No one cares and no one will so
I shall take my life
One slash
Two slash
My body hits the ground
And no one cries
And no one's around
My only question is
When will my body be found
No one was there to care
For the invisible
So unheard of and unseen
I will remain
They'll put me in the obituaries
Without a picture
Or a name