Dreams

Everynight I cry myself to sleep,
Hoping I would die in my dreams,
Wishing I'd be away from all this pain and misery,
I can't take this life,
And everything in it,
Everytime I do something,
It always seams to turn out bad,
I'm tired of everything going wrong,
I'm tired of being alone,
Everynight when I dream,
I dream I'll be set free,
Free from the world I live in,
And free from the lonliness and despair,
Free from the pain of everyday life,
I grab the knife,
I make one deep slit down the line,
I hope my mom didn't hear my little whine,
The whine of pain and the agony,
But i tend to feel relived,
I don't know why but it soothes me,
I cut myself pretty deep this time,
The blood is going everywhere,
But I don't care,
I take a step back,
And faint on my bed,
I think I'm dieing,
Soon I'll be gone,
My body starts to shut down,
My body lay weak,
I feel myself falling into a deep sleep,
As I slowly drift away,
All the pain goes away,
I lay motionless,
I think I died,
No more breathing,
And no more being disecieving,
I'm finally away from this place,
Once and for all,
I finally awake to what seamed,
To be only a DREAM.......