I dont want to be....

I dont want to be another statistic
I dont want to be around
I dont want to miss the good times
I dont want to stay for the bad
I dont want to leave anything behind
I dont want to take anything along with me
I dont want to stop before I reach my goal
I dont want to have to heart myself reaching it
I dont want people to question my decision
I dont want to hide anything from them anymore
I dont want anyone to cry for me
I dont want to cry for anyone anymore
I dont want to hurt anyone anymore
I dont want to have people hurt me anymore
I dont want die with life still in me
But most of all I dont want to live while I feel dead inside

plz comment ...i know it soudns cliche but it truely means alot XoX