My Destiny...

Crying so hard my body shakes
Nothing can stop the pain
My life was once filled with sunshine
Then god decided it must rain

Life is supposed to be so colorful
Like a pretty rainbow
Now my life was all messed up
The result of an emotional tornado

Thing were so much simpler
When I woke up with a smile
Those days are gone forever
Left when a was just a child

Six years old and a b***h
Thats what my mother said
Doesnt seem like a big deal
Unless its forever scarred into your head

As if this didnt hurt enough
You had to harm me more
The emotional scars youve left me with
Each one without a cure

Slowly fading inside
Ive chosen to speed up the procedure
So the pain cannot get to me
As I will no longer be here

So crimson rivers flow down my arm
As the world slowly fades to black
Ive chosen my destiny No time for second thoughts
Even if there was there is no way back

plz comment ...i know it sounds cliche but it truely means alot XoXoX