All my life....

All my life you treated me like crap
You hit me and told me what to do
I hated myself thinking it was my fault
When in fact it was all you

I needed to get my feelings out
So on my wrist I would cut
But then people found out
And thought I was a crazy nut

Counselling didnt help
Just prolonged the issue
Talking wasnt going to help
Either was but wed miss you

Actions spoke louder then words
And yours were perfectly clear
There wouldnt be a change
If I suddenly wasnt here

So now your wish is granted
My feet are no longer on the ground
Something pushed me over the edge
Causing me to no longer be around

plz vote or comment ...cliche i know but does mean more then you think ...XoX