Sorry, it was me

I would have loved to be the one to run to you ...
when i first met you...
but i know now that we wont hold on that long...
i would have loved to hold you in my arms...
on a broken in couch...
watching the breakfast club and other movie stuff.....
but i know that this love wont last till then...

i just wish..
that for once in my life...
i could have someone that would hold on to me....
and never let go....
i feel like I'm searching for the impossible...
please tell me it's not true...
please tel me that no matter what...
you'll still hold on to....
me and you...

i would have loved to go walking in the park...
as i sing to you my Chris Cornell...
and my soundgarden....
and to see you laugh..
at all the corny jokes i make...
i know i mess up allot...
but i just wish you would look past all of those mistakes....

and I'm sorry for what i do...
i expect to much of you...
you where a blessing from the start...
and i tore it all apart...
with my doubt and my fear...
i never saw that you really cared....
and you would have thrown in everything...
just to be with me....
I'm so sorry that it was me.