Creature Of The Underworld

All this rage
What is it really?
They say I'm crazy
And its not at all that silly

Help its what I'm looking for
But why is it so hard
I´ve hit the floor
Now I´m permanently scarred

My "beloved" friends
Can´t help me no more
They say Im I'm weird
They say its gone to long

My soul is crying
And singing songs of despair
For my heart is to black
To far gone to care

Shall I just give in?
Or shall I just ignore
But its hard to forget
My mind of morbid galore

My heart can't beat no more
But why can't u just see?
That this thing that I'm coming
Was always really me