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by my_little_secret   Apr 22, 2006


The mood takes me and I'm helpless again.
Even though the sun is shining,
My heart is sinking.
I fight against it but I can't rescue it
And I only know one person who can redeem me
And he's not here.

I feel so heartsick all the time
And lonely.
I'm so agitated...with nowhere to go,
I have to sit perfectly still.
I'm listening intently
But no one listens back
I'd rather be on my own
But I don't want to be lonely.

I'm scared that I won't get any better,
His departure has brought up so much shit.
I'm scared that it's too much for me
I'm scared I can't deal with it.

I feel like I'm going crazy
I hate feeling so weak.
I hate being so dependent.
I was never like this before.

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  • 17 years ago

    by Sarah

    Yes boys do suck majorly... sorry it's takin me so long to reply... thanks sooo much for your comment I really need it!!! your poem is really well written... I like it alot... keep up the good work!!!

  • 17 years ago

    by Sarah

    Yes boys do suck majorly... sorry it's takin me so long to reply... thanks sooo much for your comment I really need it!!! your poem is really well written... I like it alot... keep up the good work!!!

  • 17 years ago

    by xEmmax

    I have a feeling this one was written in the carpark...but well that was a bit random! i know ur finding it so hard, but soon it will get better, i promise, and u will always have us here to help u thru :) *hug* xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  • 17 years ago

    by RockPixie

    I like your poem a lot. keep up the good writing..5/5

    bye-x RockPix

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