I'm scared to death lately.
You're now a memory, so faintly.
We're not even drifting, we're now apart.
I guess I was wrong about you and I together, from the start.
You've done no wrong, and you keep doing right.
But my mixed emotions have caused fight after fight.
My habits broke us, and we've both tried over and over.
I wish I could promise you the world, and just stay sober.
Right now, you have no idea whats going through my head.
You have no idea I've thought about all of this.
You have no idea how it breaks me everyday,
I just wish I could find the words to say.
If it wasn't for you, there would be no me.
I don't think I can do this any longer, you and I separately.
All of the sorries, and all of the lies.
You deserve to tell me goodbye.
You haven't, you've just stayed distant.
I can't blame you, because every line I write I think about another hit.
You don't need me as much as I need you.
You don't think about us as much as I do.
You haven't lost your best friend, let alone savior.
But I guess screwing up a lot, has done you a favor.
As hard as it is to know you're not here like before.
I know you always have an open door.
Forever and always, you'll be in my heart.
I can only promise you, I'll never completely part.
I thought we would be close forever, the first day we met.
