I've hated everything you've become, and everything you are.
You wonder why I'm distant, why I've ran so far.
You say you'll change, you promise me a new life.
Again and again, over your daughter you choose a pipe.
It hurts me the most to know everything you are, I am.
I was so against what you did, I got involved and now have fallen.
I won't blame you for my mistakes,
but I wish you would've showed me the right way.
I dig myself deeper everyday,
I wish this would all just go away.
I want you back, and you can retrieve my soul.
You always had a way to fix my heart and patch the hole.
I've lost you, and I've lost myself.
I've lost my friends, and my health.
I've pointed my fingers at you time after time,
now what am I doing? I'm your copy; thinking of rhymes.
I could've learned, and turned the other way.
But how can I go against something I seen every single day.
Your habits broke us, my habits broke me.
I want you to take me so we can get away and flee.
Around everyone I pretend I'm okay,
it's not like I care about you anyways.
I've held all of this into long,
but I can't love you anymore; it's so wrong.
You've broke my heart so many times,
I can't take your pain, my pain, and our lies.
I've told no one, but all I want is my mom back.
I want a guidance, someone to help me on track.
I shouldn't have went the same way you did and been some dumb.
