I still care

I hope what I feel will someday erase

And bring a smile back into my face

That all my pain will somehow fly away

Making me happy for at least just another day

But every time I look up at the sky

I feel the pain all over again and start to cry

I doubt that Ill ever be able to understand

How you could say that to me and still feel grand

Especially after you have held my hand

Im starting to feel that it was all actually planned

That you intended to do this to me from the start

Forgetting the fact that I actually have a heart

Following in the foot steps of all the other guys

Filling up my head with stupid lies

You used to want me back again

Telling me that your love you cannot explain

Making me believe that you were in so much pain

I know I used to always disagree

But thats no reason to change your attitude towards me

A b**** is what you called me

Telling me that you feel sorry for my dad

Because his young daughter has gone bad

Causing me to feel really sad

Im now too embarrassed to even think about you

For I know that everything between us was untrue

You only treated me well when we were a pair

I know the way I treated you was unfair

And I know that on my funeral you wont be there

But theres one thing you should know, I still care