Cold winter

I sit here and hibernate
in my own dark room
I dont want anyone to see
The pain and the gloom

What am I doing?
Inflicting pain on myself
Hiding it from so many
Dear and close

Theres something wrong with me
This just isnt right
Sitting here on my own
Crying all night

I try to tell you
My dear friend
The pain I go through
At the days end

You sit there waiting
For me to explain
But you know the answer
Ive done it again

You know me too well
But you dont know what to say
Just this time
You cant take my pain away

I try to control my pain
But now I just feel
This constant drain
Sucking the life I once loved away
Here on my death bed now I lay