(18) Forever* * *

&& maybe one day
you will just see
that I'm just tryna die
so please don't mind me

i wanna be alone
cause I'm hardly even there
i don't care what you think
i would die,, && I'm not scared

me and my best friend...
we both have a addiction
we both cant help to cut
its like were our own victim

we both feel alone
but cant be together to cry
were both very lonely
and just wanna die

we tell each other to try
to be happy,, but its fake
how could we ever have a smile
but we do for everyone else's sake

our life's used to be so fun
if we were together
we would be so happy
i wouldn't leave again ,&& we could be forever