Hating me

When i look into the mirror
i stand there and just think
i wonder why i look this way
it makes my heart just sink

all my friends are pretty
and ofcorse all of them are thin
I'm one of those hated girls
who about their bodies always winge

i used to hate those girls
who always skipped their food
but now i understand
it just makes you feel so rude

how could i deal with this?
eating a small meal or two
when after i am finished
feel like iv disappointed you

i don't wanna be this way
but this is the only way ill win
if one day i get pretty
or feel the slightest bit thin

then ill smile at my mirror
and say thank you for my reflection
you changed that ugly girl
and now shes a pretty perfection