Why?

Why do flowers drop their seeds and then they die?
Why do beggars ask for forgiveness just like I?
Why do thoughts of angel’s voices make me cry?
Why are only blackened heartless souls left to lie?

Now I’m happy
I try to smile
Now I’m Happy
Just denial

Septic water for your last surprise, and last breathe
Why are all my happiest of dreams, of my death?
All the rotten promises made to me, by your eyes
I watch orphans, as they all grow old, how time flies
Look out on the cold streets tonight, an old man cries

Now I’m happy.
For a while
Now I’m happy
Just denial

My denial

Why do we forgive saints who have sinned themselves?
Why do people hide their pride away on their shelves?
Burning memories just for fun and games, left to char?
Forsaken orchard tasted so good that day, an apple too far
Angel’s hair that lines my gaping wound, infect the scar

Now I’m Happy