Hes ripped me open and I cant close

A lonely girl opens the door,
Steps in and drops to the floor,
Shes shedding light as well as tears,
The one thats true is her greatest fear,
Hes left her and shes lost the love,
She wants to go, shes had enough,
Im sorry mom Im letting go,
But not right now, Its gone real slow,
Hes ripped me open and I cant close,
I thought he loved me, but thats not what he chose,
He chose to leave me all alone,
Without my favorite guy,
He chose to screw my whole life up,
All I can do is cry,
Im sorry bro Im gone tonight,
Ive tried hard, but I cant get it right,
My brothers violent, my dad dont care,
If I had one wish, I could be there,
Ive been torn open and also shut,
But this time I cant be fixed,
You broke me too much, Im too far gone,
My feelings are all mixed,
Im sorry for all of my mistakes,
All those times that I screwed up,
Im sorry for everything I said,
I should have kept my mouth shut,
I really hate this, I wish youd come back,
I wish youd admit you lied,
I wish that youd apologize,
And take back the tears I cried...