The Darkness

I really hate this
I hate this life
I just want to end it
And end all the strife

What is this darkness
Why has it chosen me?
If I can do this
I know I'll be free

No longer will I bleed
No longer will I hurt
As soon as i slit my wrist
I'll watch the blood squirt

And as I lay on that floor
So lonely and so cold
Im sorry I couldnt get better
So you could watch me grow old

My mind begins to race
As I wonder what's ahead
I know I cant forgive you
For everything you've said

So when it finally take me
And releases its grip
I'll be glad I abandoned
This sinking ship

As I take my last breath
And my life fades away
I know we'll be together
Some other day