(24) Love hurts

Love is a weapon
feel like my throat had been slit
life torn from me
being treated like sh*t

you keep holding me down
i can no longer deny
the feelings of rage
that fill me inside

i scream out loud
but you don't hear
don't care about my feelings
you fill me with fear

because of what
you make me do to myself
i cut and i bleed
no ones there to help

not noticing what
your doing ot me
you make me alone
why can you not see

feeling like nothing
my blood drips all over the place
i gave you my love
and got it thrown back in my face

need to bleed
ill write you a list
of how many times
you made the blade hit my wrist

if i loved you again
id be insane
but i would so i could throw it back at you
and make you feel my pain

by mi bf jason x x ( i love him )