I died again last night

I died again last night,
When you said to go away,
You said it dont concern me,
And that I had no say,

I died again last night,
When you stabbed me in the back,
When you said that you would leave,
And then began to pack,

I died again last night,
When you threw me cross the floor,
You said that I deserved it,
Although im only 4,

I died again last night,
When momma cut her wrists,
But that was only after,
You hit her with your fists,

I died again last night,
When you handed me this pain,
You left us all and right this sec,
Im running in the rain...